Reminiscence

The Chance

2012-01-07T12:51:00.000+07:00

I'll take the chance and won't ever look back.

Lagu Lama

2012-01-05T13:29:00.000+07:00

AFIFA, Y U NO STOP EATING?

Ini lagu lama. For sure.

NYE 2012

2012-01-01T17:43:00.000+07:00

Panji, Tania, Ipak, & Irin

Last night was the most familiar way to spend the new year eve with the street. We were planning to have a dinner at Segarra, Ancol. Yes, a bit insane. Ancol is the cruelest place at New Year time like last night. Vehicles are everywhere, I mean EVERY-FUCKIN-WHERE. We only spent about 30 minutes from Kalimalang to Senayan (plus the break time), and continue 10 minutes to Ancol. Then got stucked from 7 pm until the fireworks party begun, and finished around 1 am. What a time.

Despite all the screwed things just because that traffic, we had a nice time btw. We spent time taking photos, some goosy gossips, from a to z. But still, Ancol will never be the nice choice to spend the new year event. I warned you. Bye, Segarra :___)

The Resolutions:

The next few months will be full of advancement within my chosen career path.
Spend the holiday wisely, with no gaining fat and done the productive things.
Done great in KMF, Mankom's events, & my own academic (MTV, Campro, etc.).
Increasing GPA
Being more serious with worships things
BEING INDEPENDENT

Well said, I underlined the last point. Because I had experienced for having a hard time because of that. Being independent, on my own, is the best way to reach my current goals. Let us start 2012 with Bismillah :)

Anyway, I'll be 20 by the end of this March. Still wondering, what any special impact that I've done for being a 20 years old? I hope I've done something that made my parents proud for having me as their oldest daughter. It might be the time to gain my own money.

Then, have a wonderful year ahead <:---)

Daydream Delusion

2011-12-25T10:37:00.000+07:00

Daydream delusion
Limousine eyelash
Oh, baby, with your pretty face
Drop a tear in my wineglass
Look at those big eyes
See what you mean to me
Sweet cakes and milk shakes
I am a delusion angel
I am a fantasy parade
I want you to know what I think
Don’t want you to guess anymore
You have no idea where I came from
We have no idea where we’re going
Lodged in life
Like branches in the river
Flowing downstream
Caught in the current
I’ll carry you. You’ll carry me
That’s how it could be
Don’t you know me?
Don’t you know me by now?

Viennese variation of a bum, Before Sunrise (1995)
Source: (Here)

Some Bigger Dreams Win

2011-12-20T11:19:00.000+07:00

A Sudden Excitement

2011-12-19T01:16:00.000+07:00

Actually I don't have any important news to tell. Just another lite blabber.
I've just having a good time with friends, preparing tomorrow's final exam; Dasar Logika. Discussing, re-telling, giving some self-statements, understanding, and helping each other with a mountain of material. Doing recitation on repeat with a non-verbal language helping on each material. I felt just like a junior high school students who must be well-prepared on final exam, back then. It's been awhile since I had the spirit of study like this current moment. I cherish every little time. Enjoyed it.

After that, it was nice that I had a great lite greeting. Bismillah, may the luck be with us on this final exam. Thousand smiles from me, good luck and good night! :*

Smile While You Can

2011-12-17T06:00:00.000+07:00

One beautiful morning, I feel a bit guilty from a past I had. I suddenly missed the good old days and start reminiscing for some seconds. Then my phone beeps, a new message on bbm received from my dearest mom.

I got "jleb" feeling and suddenly said, this is true. Thanks mom, I'm smiling. This is the message my mom gave me that morning:

Cerita tentang seorang pria yang pergi ke suatu bar, di sana dia ngasih satu jokes untuk pertama kalinya dan orang-orang pada tertawa bergemuruh. Untuk kedua kalinya, dia menyampaikan jokes yang sama dan ternyata yang tertawa lagi hanya segelintir orang. Untuk ketiga kalinya, lagi-lagi ia menyampaikan jokes yang sama dan tidak ada lagi yang tertawa.

Kemudian pria itu berkata, “Bila kamu tidak bisa tertawa berulang kali pada lelucon yang sama, lantas mengapa kamu menangisi masalah yang sama berulang-ulang kali?”

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The story of a man who goes to a bar, where he give us the jokes for the first time and the people roared in laughter. For the second time, he expressed the same jokes and it turns out that only a few people laugh again. For the third time, again he delivered the same jokes and nothing else is laughing.

Then the man said, “If you can not laugh repeatedly at the same joke, then why are you weeping for the same problem over and over again?”

Back, After Decades

2011-12-15T08:52:00.001+07:00

Been surfing 9gag like hell lately. Yapp rite, the hectic times finally over (not mentioning next week I'll have my final exam). Poster Ignition had done, my part time job done, all the practical task done, and also the ballast taste ALL DONE. Well, I guess you guys had known it from facebook or twitter earlier. Tee Hee.

Well, there's no regret from that decision, I'm free and I could do whatever I could, and this time is what-fuckin-ever I want. I finally apply the form of Aiesec of mine. I can't be very build upon it, a part of my self shows pesimist aura. But please, pray for me. And other thing is I can made friends with whoever I want and not giving a single fuck about it. It isn't impingement though. I took this chance as a bless :)

Then about Poster Ignition, it was a great time to spent rather than keep silent in your own dorm room waiting a message delivered and get text back. Whooaaa, I learnt a lot from that whole week. It feels even stronger, the desire to take a marketing communication concentration in the next semester. The last but not the least from Poster Ignition was, JAKET HIMPUNAN. UUUUUUYEAH

And another big event is coming up, BANDUNG COMMUNICATION FESTIVAL. This is gonna be a big thing. Those who want to take a part of this festival, feel free to contact me as person. I'll tell you the further info :) Can't wait for this event! Huyeayayay

Jump to the music secsion, I find it really absurd to have a musical taste like mine. But lately I enjoy Foster the People, Karmin Music, Noah and The Whale, Noel Gallagher's High Flying Birds,and for the winner; Miles kane's music. See?

Oh well, I won't blabbering any longer than this. Glad to had a sudden passion to write a post again after decades not even give a single touch on this blog. Hope everything is going to be better from now on. Be good :)

"Never regret anything, because at one time it was exactly what you wanted"

Colour of The Trap

2011-12-05T07:26:00.001+07:00

If you just get it together and read my mind
Then sleeping would be easy
And then I'll be there to acquiesce
I confess I'm in trouble

Another afternoon of increments
And asking the wrong questions
Then you get up and leave again
Just as the evening threatens to set

Consider this now it's not too late
I have watched you change
The color of the trap before girl
I have learned to wait

Most of the things that you say
I don't understand but I will sit and listen
I nod along attentively
But the truth is I can't concentrate

Consider this now it's not too late
I have watched you change
The color of the trap before girl
I have learned a way
Make no mistake

I have learned to wait
And you learned that you can make me
I need something to sort me out
I need someone to come and shake me
And your exit calms me down
Before it infuriates me
Girl I'm in trouble
Wish you'd just get it together and read my mind

Miles Kane - Colour of The Trap

This is the cover version from Alex Turner, the soulmate. Tee Hee. Loving both of them, but still, Miles wins this time!

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Poster Ignition

2011-11-21T12:39:00.000+07:00

This is the first day. Wish me luck for the whole week. Bismillah :)

*Mas Agus, izin ngutip kalimatnya ya.

Mess I Made

2011-11-16T09:15:00.001+07:00

Miserable Story.

It's like you lose more than half of your self-control's existence. You want to smile yet crying at the same time. Can't stop but reminiscing everytime and everywhere those good old days pinched. Feeling alone even when everyone's there. Hating 3/4 contains of your iTunes for making you reminiscing all over again. Considering and re-considering to take or not to take the photograph on the wall, wallet, albums, notebook, and everywhere else. Stop typing the name you want to type the most when searching someone in your BBM contacts. The will to tweet exactly what you feel and blabbering out loud, but can't find any words worth it. Enhanced sharpness of the sensitiveness. Hate to share stories. It's like having a megatron of your own that blabbering the feeling you want to hide the most. Everyone's reading it by chance. Even The Beatles make you feel worse. Losing a spirit to study and attend the class. Hate to smell the same fragrance that you, honestly, want to smell the most.
And praying it will be the least, writing this post while holding teardrops.

Smile, Afifa!

2011-11-14T15:13:00.001+07:00

These days, every little things could make thing worse. I bet I should control my anger; my mind. I feel worse. Not even a single anger I could handle. The teacher's task, senior's fault, crowded places, complicated discussion, less work of a team work partner, etc easily drove me insane. I just felt like stuck with no other choice but surrender. I hate losing, well, everyone does. I hate to feel angry when it's useless to spread your anger. No use at all.

I want to feel easy. Just easy. Screw me :(

The Third 23rd of October

2011-10-23T11:45:00.000+07:00

Happy anniversary for the third times, thanks for the love, and the effort you gave. May the force be with us :)

Memories

2011-10-13T08:50:00.001+07:00

When July became December,
Their affection fought the cold.
But they couldn't quite remember,
What inspired them to go.
And it was beautifully depressing,
Like a street car named Desire.
They were fighting for their love that had started growing tired.

Memories - Panic! At The Disco

Vices & Virtues

The Depth of Your Emotion

2011-10-12T22:13:00.000+07:00

The depth of your emotions is probably just a sign that you feel strongly about the person you're involved with, and indicate that this relationship is very important to you.

I hardly can't stop remembering and reminiscing about the past beautiful months. How it changed all of the sudden, and how I miss the man behind the stories. This is October already, one of the most wanted months of the year. I hope to see you soon, Man.

Can't stop playing the same old songs we loved, nor do I stop staring at your photos. Can't help replaying the voice-note you gave, the video you made, and the stupid thoughts I had about you. I know this isn't the time for being such a kid with teary eyes. This isn't about the distance, or the phone signal. Not about schedule and sleeping time we had. I know you knew.

This isn't a love letter.
Love, Afifa.

Stars Projector

2011-10-08T23:07:00.000+07:00

I do really love my new room in Jatinangor. Did I mention about these move in and move out stuffs before?

So here it is, my new room:

Wondering about the cute lamp over there? Yes it's my new stars projector, my favorite ones <3 I bought it some couple weeks ago, and rafted it 2 days after. Really, the lamp really is the big thing, Can you imagine, you're alone at this room with that lamp and the music randomly plays post-rock music. I'm happy!!!

Fake it till you make it

2011-10-07T10:19:00.001+07:00

Kemarin adalah hari pertama saya osjur dengan memakai heels dan formal suit. Let's get it easy by liking the stuff we don't. Fake it till you make it.
Tugas memang ngga main-main derasnya akhir-akhir ini, disusul dengan berbagai rentetan kegiatan yang mendesak untuk bikin gue kembali jadi procrastinator yang awalnya sih udah sempet ilang.
New partner, temen baru emang sangat menentukan cara pikir kita. New perspective of life. Ngga ada salahnya mencoba, dan banyak hal lain yang gue dapet selama gue ngga posting di site ini.

Man, I'm get lost in the real world. I'm happy :)

Pssst, I can't helo but liking this advert more and more. I guess I need more thumbs for this:

October

2011-10-01T13:06:00.000+07:00

The sweet calm sunshine of October, now
Warms the low spot; upon its grassy mould
The purple oak-leaf falls; the birchen bough
Drops its bright spoil like arrow-heads of gold.

William Cullen Bryant, October (1866).

The Sea Rains Down on Me

2011-08-25T04:56:00.000+07:00

May I see the things in front of me as they are, not as I think them to be.

May I walk the steps ahead of me one at a time, not wondering if there's a map.

May I say the things that fix things, not break them further apart.

May I do what I need to do, not be distracted by what I can't.

May I dream of what I hope for, not of what I fear.

May I love you like I love you, not as any other, me.

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A beautiful words from I Wrote This For You. Thanks for reminding me. Those words are breath-taking as always. A notice to be the way you are.

Lately, I had a hard time for my self too. And my grandpa. He was sick, for the entire last 4 years, and it was worse yesterday. May the force be with him. I love you, Awan :'( Beside, the college isn't as much fun as the former term. Too much theory. And the last, Abdika. I miss him until I can't even imagine what I've done :(

A thought from a not bubbly-lovey-dovey lady, like me

2011-08-17T14:35:00.000+07:00

When you have a bad headache, regretting that you've deleted all Colbie Caillat's songs from your iTunes library, sure Sigur Ròs won't cure.

And that headache came from an activity that contains too much movies in approximately 24 hours. The envious of the bubbly lovey dovey couple while you're terribly missing someone you're not with.

Wondering what a hug and a cuddle on your head feels like, a comfort and warmth in your heart. A layzay day, no naughty thoughts; just a normal day. A normal, absolutely a very normal day with a constant person will be great.

Or at least, a lonely day off with a real morning greet will do. I mean not because the routines, but just because you want to. "Hi good morning and have a nice day". Or just, "I had a good morning and hoping you had the same".

Then it becomes a huge wonder, if your life existence is matter to someone. Or not. Are you existed? It's not a doubt. Because this feeling isn't a choice, but a gift.

I do miss you. And it's harder to tell you this.

A Sudden Crave

2011-08-11T09:06:00.002+07:00

Lately, I've been searching and browsing for the brand new room's decoration. It took times, like an all day long. From google to tumblr, and reverse. I finally decided to paint the wall dark brown and creamy color. Just like the picture above. With a blue or red lava lamp. Will be way better if it's a Christmas lamp with warm light. ☺

I want to decorate it differently from my previous natural look bedroom. Maybe this time I'll choose the flowery, lacey pattern, with a vintage furniture. I'll make my own bookshelf too above the desk with a small Gerber Daisy pot. Okay, that's too much dreaming.

Btw, iPod Nano multi-touch is über cute yet simple, can't help for not opening the apple store tab every time I connect the internet. I looked at it for a million times with guilty, between money and priority. Ugh

Kutipan & Meeting OSB

2011-08-07T06:02:00.001+07:00

Quote of the day:

"Musyrik itu lebih berbahaya daripada zina"

Tanya kenapa? Dari penjelasan yang gue dapatkan, orang yang sirik terhadap Allah lebih susah diluruskan kembali jalannya daripada orang yang berzina. Orang yang berzina bisa diberikan pengetahuan dan pengertian, sehingga kemudian dia mengerti dan bertaubat. Lain hal dengan orang yang sirik, dia akan menentang karena menganggap dirinya mengetahui hal yang lebih baik.

Itu kutipan pelajaran yang bisa gue ambil dari penjelasan orang dan observasi pada orang-orang di sekitar kehidupan sehari-hari gue.

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Kemarin malam, Sabtu pertama di bulan Agustus sekaligus bulan Ramadhan. Gue menghabiskan waktu dengan teman-teman OSB yang ketemu bisa 6 bulan, atau bahkan setahun sekali. Hihihi ngga banyak kegiatan, cuma ngobrol sambil makan sampeeeeeeeeeeee mentok. Sedikit flashback jokes tentang masa-masa diklat cacapsis-capsis sampe pahit-pahitnya dulu kita jadi event organizer. Loh, maksud gue OSIS. Hihihi

1 Suami 2 Istri

Emang sih ngga banyak yang ngumpul, sebagian udah balik ke kota perantauan, sebagian udah kerja, sebagian belum pulang dan sebagainya.

Oke, sekian. Selamat menunaikan ibadah puasa ya teman-teman. Semoga diberikan rezeki dan pengampunan yang berlimpah. Bismillah

This Weekend (+1)

2011-07-25T11:24:00.002+07:00

Saturday, 23rd of July 2011

I had a very nice weekend to spent, and well planed. It feels great for having all your plans done well.

Yep, last Saturday I met Abdika for just spending the day together. We went to PIM for no particular reason, then suddenly decide to take lunch, but had no desire to watch any movies there. Just go around, having us selves at the photobooth, and finally decided to go to the Ace Hardware. Acting like new married couple, checking the lamp, rice cooker, the desk, the sofa, the chair, and bumped into the Florist corner. I fell in love to a cute pot of white African's Gerbra Daisy, or people used to call them Gerbera Daisy. It's effin' cute even it's made from plastic. In florist language, Gerbera Daisy means happiness. I feel bad that I don't bring enough cash that day, so I sadly delay the purchase of that cute goods :( Abdika bought the tree car-freshener smelt blueberry <3

Went off from PIM, we drove to a park. Wondering what a nice park Jakarta have? HAHA step back, I allow you to laugh your ass off :)) YES, Taman Menteng!..........

On the way to Taman Menteng, we got stuck in the traffic, a bad ones. First we talked nice and sweet, sharing about things we like, a little slack and a bit silence. But keep calm, the wheel is still rolling up and down.

Shockingly, Abdika has secretly requested to a radio station to say "Selamat 33 bulanan untuk Abdika Akbar Yusuf dengan pacarnya, keep the love and stay in love." and Requesting for a love song. I WAS FCKN SHOCK, and speechless.......... He smiles like devil, and grin like an evil. What a lovely man I had, I feel like, Rabb I'd love to spend all the rest of my life with him :''''')

Not long after that we arrived at Taman Menteng, unfortunately the sky was a bit dark and darker time by time that moment. We found that there're so many couples here. Some of them were dating, having a picnic at the grass and ate snacks together, some people were practicing shufflin dance or kinda. Others are playing football, cycling, or just sight-seeing. Me and Abdika were very dazzled about the idea of going to Taman Menteng. This kinda park is a nice place, but there are so many people that made this park crowded like........ eh forget it.

Abdika with the smoke right form his nose

We spent time chatting, taking some pics, bought some drinks and chatting again and taking pics again and so on. Until the time that a SPG of Dunhill cigs came between us, offering the cigs and asking about some personal datas of us. Then when that girl permitting to go, then she said "Selamat 33 bulanan ya Mas & Mbak. Semoga langgeng terus sampe janur kuning". What another shock, HAHAHAHA. Abdika really bright my day up!

The Cigarettes

After feeling an awkward hunger, we went to The Apartment at Gracia Tower, Kuningan for dinner. We had some pizzas and mocktail. That was a really nice place with beautiful decoration. Felt like home, a bit. Next time, I'd like to choose the library corner and read some of those books. <3333

That was a loooooooooooong Saturday, and not being lied, a great ones for me :)

24th of July 2011

I had a trip to Jatinangor with mom, dad, and my sissy, Zahra. This time, we will having a moving out yet moving in. I move my room to a place where Maya & Putu lives, at Inda'yah, Ciseke. But, stupidly I forgot to bring the room key, AND WE BROKE THE WINDOW. Haaaaaaahahaha I'm sorry for the rude ya ibu kostan.

Talking later about my new room, I'm still thinking how the decoration should be. Any suggestion? Feel free to contact me :))

Swallowed In The Lake

2011-07-20T14:18:00.001+07:00

Location: Taman Mini Indonesia Indah

Date: Sunday, July 17th 2011

Enrolling your child in a recreational sport sponsored by your neighborhood recreation community centers is a great way to keep kids active. --Lee Haney

An Update That I Missed To Tell

2011-07-19T08:23:00.002+07:00

Good morning everyone, glad to hear some people had started the hectic week from this Monday. Happy and bless for you.

First of all, I really am surprised by the changes of the dashboard that the blogger made, it pinches me to write something. In other way, I haven't write something for so long............ I mean something, that really something. Because somehow, I feel like losing my writing skills that only there less than you thought earlier.

Right, first of all. How are things going on with you, Pak?

Yap, college is fine, so far. Alhamdulillah I managed the task, events, and tests fine, but far from great yet. Thanks Rabb for the prodigy of increasing GPA that rarely students get in second semester. I promise to try and work harder for that. And another thanks Rabb for me to have the ability to choose Communication Management prodi.

Things are going fine for me and Abdika too. Did I mentioned Abdika's birthday before? Yapp, I came to his house and meet his big family. I mean, BIG FAMILY. Mom, sissy, grandma, aunts, uncles, and cousins. It felt so great, having your self being introduced to every single person of the family. This is literally my first time. HIHI

For the birthday gift? I bought him an alarm clock for the sake of his college-time-manager, no more missing class sweetheart.

Holiday? I spent a nice time back then. Like doing part time job, Tauhid learning, fasting, meeting Pao and randomly go wherever the wind blew, and so so. Nothing specially plan for this holiday.

Oh and I made another social network account, google plus. Feel free to circle me as anything you want. And glad to +1 this blog as you can see the button above. Have a nice day, buddies :)

Manipulation Should Take an Action or Two

2011-07-15T19:26:00.000+07:00

There are times when you wish you didn't really say those words right from your heart.

Manipulation should take an action or two.

He will become a part of the family

2011-07-10T14:20:00.001+07:00

Alhamdulillah ketemu Abdika berkali-kali liburan ini. Cukup sedih awalnya kalo inget gue libur duluan tapi Abdika masuk duluan huhu. Liat nih, foto hasil candid semalem pas makan di Abuba yang steaknya kata Abdika kaya pantat bayi, kita makan bareng sama 2 bocah yang pada kenyataannya adalah adik gue. Hihihi keep closer, Abdi. You'll become a part of the family. Amin

God bless us, Bey.

Be there when everything sucks

2011-06-11T09:06:00.000+07:00

Been throughing the hardest moment of LDR. Hey Sweetheart, why don't we talk easy and smile a lot like before? Do the college things make the distance even further? Why don't us just keep calm and carry on? I you-know-what you.

Tugas? UAS? Event?

2011-06-05T18:08:00.000+07:00

I wished

2011-05-26T10:46:00.000+07:00

"If you don’t give up on getting there, then you’re not on the wrong road. even if the place you arrive at isn’t the one you were hoping for, just search out the next road from there. if you do that, you’ll eventually arrive without fail."

-Dengeki Daisy, Chapter 32.

Make Sushi!

2011-05-18T23:20:00.002+07:00

Ikea - Art of cooking - Make sushi! from Carl Kleiner on Vimeo.

The Black Day of Pakde

2011-05-16T21:00:00.000+07:00

11th of May 2011 at Merpati's Cargo. The day of Pakde's funeral.
Pray for his goodness, and apologize for his mistakes. May he rest in peace.

Pakde and Merpati MA-60

2011-05-07T22:18:00.000+07:00

Kemaren siang dapet kabar dari Nyokap, kalo pesawat Merpati MA-60 tujuan Sorong-Kaimana (Papua) baru aja jatuh. Kalo di berita, jatuhnya sekitar jam 15.15 WIT atau 14.00 WIB

It sure is a bad news. Pakde gue saat itu lagi jadi Pilot dari Merpati itu. Sampai sore ini akhir waktu evakuasi, jenazah dari pakde juga belum ditemuin, walaupun pihak keluarga juga udah ikhlas dengan berita kepergian pakde yang udah bikin gempar tadi siang. Ditambah lokasi jatuhnya pesawat tinggal kurang lebih tinggal 500 meter lagi dari pantai.

"Berdasarkan informasi dari para saksi di lokasi kejadian, sebelum jatuh, pesawat Merpati Nusantara MA-60 akan melakukan pendaratan. Pesawat sempat berputar-putar di atas bandara, kemudian berbelok ke kiri, dan tiba-tiba terjatuh ke laut. Pesawat terbelah menjadi dua bagian." -- Kompas

Dari crew Merpati yang di pesawat MA-60 itu sendiri bilang kalo mereka udah siap mendarat, there it is. Pakde flew to heaven.

Pakde, semoga diterima amal dan ibadah serta diampuni dosa dan kekhilafannya. May the force be with you :')

These pissed me off

2011-05-07T17:15:00.000+07:00

Pic 1 is the Y U NO version of Alex Turner in Cornerstone movie video. It pisses me off, because it looks like the character inside the song have been being impatient for calling the girl whatever he wanted. Lol.

Pic 2 found in google while I was searching some datas for my task. The pic is telling you about press these days; hear, say, and see nothing good but gossip or manipulation things.

Pic 3 is the Meme version of Monalisa painting. Stop asking, I knew you laugh so hard HAHAHAHA

Pic 4 isn't about the lmao stuff. It's the picture of The Ghost of A Saber Tooth Tiger. Sean Lennon and his girlfirend, Charlotte Kemp Muhl. They look really good together. And also, I love their songs!

Pic 5 is from the latest Royal Wedding, Kate and William. The duke and the duchess of Cambridge. This was their kissing scene, and what pisses me off is the kid's expression when they're kissing.

Been a busy week, I'm spending the time for tabloid, event and so on. I'm really looking forward for the next holiday.

Recently Top Artist

2011-04-30T09:50:00.000+07:00

I barely listen to songs recently, cause of the lack of rest time.
But when I check the Last FM page of mine, I suddenly love the top 8 <3

2011-04-20T16:44:00.000+07:00

What will the next 4 days be? I barely can't wait for that.

I'm Doing This Post While Messing with Task

2011-04-13T04:56:00.001+07:00

As you read the title, I suggest you to see what time was this post published. Tee Hee.
It's really early in the morning, and I haven't sleep yet. Doing my task, and drowned by it. I just finished my own writing about The Impact of Mass Media to Social Changes / Movements. Yes it's global yet fun to write what I think and align it with the theory. Minus one for the rest time side.

Not only that, I just finished clipping the article from newspaper, and what to do next is making some opinion and analysis of it. Wonderful, rite? Actually, it's fun. And let's forget about the deadline part :)

Major thanks to Abdika for accompanying me through my hardest time, to make these eyes stay widely open. Kabogoh urang pang kasepna, hatur nuhun. Urang bogoh maneh deh pokokna <3

So tell ya later, I'll have my lil rest time optimally.
Kisses and Hugs.

Happy Birthday Afifa

2011-04-09T16:44:00.000+07:00

Just found out what my friends did to my birthday. They really are great. ({})

Party Popper Setted, Merry March!

2011-03-31T02:46:00.000+07:00

Thanks for an amazing nite for Putu, Maya, Fani, Jenida, Nina, Dwi, and Aldhiza. I turn 19th today. I'm looking for a way better me. Thanks for the wishes :*

Party Popper Set?

2011-03-30T22:43:00.000+07:00

Get the party popper set, it's just minutes to gooooo!!!!

Journalist Way to Dress

2011-03-24T18:50:00.004+07:00

Journalist by Fifa Urfani featuring sunglasses

Yepp, got nothing to do. So I traveled back to the old post and found my polyvore. So I signed back again, and made one. This is a jornalist common way to dress currently in Fikom Unpad. They wear Big glasses like geeks, bringing a simple bag, wearing jeans, converse or other sneakers, hoodie, and holding cigarettes; for both gender. Some of them wear the blue jacket with parachute fabric. The boys are long-haired and a bit kinky.

Somewhat, I adore them who bravely choose to study Journalism Department. Me?............still thinking about whether choose or not choose it.

Anyway, next week I'll have my midterm test yet my birthday. Guess it will be another busy one.

Blessful March

2011-03-23T20:15:00.001+07:00

I'm at the east of happiness, thanks God for always being all-time-good to me. In the early March, I was able too watched JJF so I could enjoy Sondre Lerche's music lively. And even I don't have to pay it a single cost. Next is a bless when Music Festival of Fikom Unpad was succesfully held. The crowd was amazing and nevertheless, the crew were very passionately cooperated. Making me more missing OSB for the 2nd family-like. Besides, God kindly gives me some problems to solve, to make me more mature in any kind of thoughts and ways. To make me concern on my study, by reminding me not to suspend my assignments and got them heaped. My healthy, by reminding me not to stay awake all night long for no good reason and causing a poor sick such as masuk angin. And also Abdi, by reminding how priceless he is compared to the uncertainty thoughts I have because of the distance :)

Today is the 29th months anniversary. Sadly we aren't meeting each other. But phone, im, or texts are fine enough to celebrate it. At night, he sent A'a Warung HD to give me Kwetiaw and note, "Selamat tanggal 23". Sweet happened here.

Hoping for another blessful things this month, remembering the mid term tests will be held next week rite the day before and after my birthday. Woot. And for the least, it's DAY MINUS EIGHT!

2011-03-21T05:00:00.000+07:00

It's the DAY MINUS TEN to my 19th birthday. I feel like a hag.............

Friday Nite's Affection

2011-03-06T23:07:00.001+07:00

Before you read this post, I kindly ask for forgiveness of the craps all around. Please enjoy and stfu :))

Akhirnya keinginan gue untuk nonton Sondre Lerche kejadiaaaaaaaan!!!!!!!!! Walaupun dengan banyak rintangan, termasuk tiket ilang dan ada acara berantem yang sampe sekarang gue ngawang mikirannya, tapi overall seneng banget. Gue udah berharap Sondre dateng dari jauh-jauh-jauh sebelum pengumuman daftar line up artist JJF, karena sedih juga ya 4 tahun yang lalu gue belom suka Sondre dan belum bisa pegang duit sendiri. Oke no more curhat.

Gue sedikit sial karena kena antrian panjang untuk nonton Sondre, jadi kebagian nonton awalnya di tempat mechanic man ngedit sound dan lightning panggung, hik hik hik. Tapi semua kebayar pas gue masuk hall, dan show dimulai dengan "Last stop..... Monteuk.... Try to get, back on track.." YES THAT'S MY FAVOURITE! Yak semua kebahagian itu gue liat dari belakang banget, untungnya banyak orang yang menuhin stage cuma karena penasaran dan keluar setelah denger lagu "Two Way Monologue". Jadi setelah itu gue bisa menerobos (bisa dibaca nyelak) ke barisan depan, even gue harus naik kursi biar bisa menerobos itu kerumunan orang, sendirian. Iya loh gue niat banget nonton Sondre sendirian, soalnya temen yang lain pada kabur ke Tompi.

The sweetest part is when Sondre actually tell the people that he would sing his old song, "Hell No" and kindly ask for the help, karena dia udah rada lupa liriknya. Terbukti di tengah lagu dia kelupaan lirik. Dan lagi, gue suka banget saat dia ngebiarin audience ambil andil nyanyi bagiannya Regina Spektor. Setelah selesai lagu itu, he said, "Y'all even better than Regina Spektor" Gue tau ini kebohongan publik, tapi seneng banget dan cewek-cewek langsung pada heboh gitu. Hihihihi

He's awesome overall, and especially when he played his guitar passionly. Gue kena afeksi panggungnya, terlalu dalam. Sumpah ini berlebihan tapi gue rela :''''''') Selebihnya, gue cuma sedih aja dia ga bawain Faces Down dan Minor Detail.

Something Wrong with That Illusion

2011-02-22T21:59:00.001+07:00

"You know there is something wrong when you start to love that illusion. And desperately want to reach it."

It's a quote of a friend of mine. It does reflect some experiences I've ever had. I dream of something, and when I woke up in the morning I ended up wanting it badly.

I'm Gonna See You Soon!!!

2011-02-21T18:30:00.000+07:00

I barely can't wait for that time. March please come faster, this is my yearly wish. And forgetting I'll turn 19 soon. Errrr.......soon.

I've been very busy through this week. As I said before, this term is going to be the hectic ones.

Round Shape, Shitness.

2011-02-17T23:23:00.000+07:00

The Rose, Holiday Is Over

2011-02-05T09:55:00.001+07:00

Ada tukang bohong yang bilang dia ke Solo udah ngga balik-balik lagi ke Jakarta, padahal liburnya masih semingguan lagi.

Ada yang kena tepu, udah nangis bombay karena sedih ngga ketemu lagi padahal dari kemaren gagal melulu ketemunya.

Eh tukang boongnya muncul deh depan pager rumahnya si anak yang kena tipu bawa mawar.
They finally live happily ever after. (Semoga endingnya bener begini)

Yes, the holiday is over, Buddies. Time to face the real Anak Fikom time, which I hardly have to make decision which departement should I belong to. Journalist, Public Relation or Management of Communication.
Due to the last IP, I did well. Alhamdulillah. I took 24 sks(s) with all 3 sks each subject for this semester, so it will gonna be really hectic.

The sad part is I have to say goodbye for awhile to Abdi, we'll meet soon. Promise me, Pao.

Make One of Them Pretty!

2011-01-24T23:04:00.000+07:00

Having ROFL

2011-01-15T15:21:00.000+07:00

http://www.rofl.name

I spent today's free time for this link and also Unpad's slides for this Tuesday presentation. See you soon, highschool :D

Ps: Abdika is in town!!!!!!!!!!!

Dimana Sisi yang Spesial?

2011-01-13T20:34:00.001+07:00

"You were born original, don't die as a copy"

Artinya kita mesti jadi orang yang berbeda, punya karakter atau paling engga teguh pada pendirian sendiri. You need to be bold, rite?
Berawal dari pemikiran ini, gue selalu kepikiran apa sih yang spesial dari diri gue? Selalu aja gue iri sama temen gue yang ngikutin passionnya secara sadar. Contohnya aja beberapa temen yang hobi gambar atau punya ketertarikan yang menggila di bidang seni, mereka usaha mati-matian untuk dapetin FSRD ITB. And they got it with the max efforts. Gue seneng juga ngeliat temen gue yang bercita-cita jadi dokter dari kecil, tapi sayangnya dia masuk jurusan IPS. Namun, dia tidak terhalangi sama keadaannya, melainkan tetep ngejar cita-citanya itu. Walaupun ujungnya bukan di Universitas yang dia inginkan, dia tetep masuk ke fakultas kedokteran sesuai dengan keinginannya, bukan lantas banting stir karena kelabilan ingin dapet gengsi masuk ke universitas yang bagus.

Sedangkan gue, ngotot ngejar prodi Ilmu Komunikasi lebih banyak karena faktor terpengaruh hasil psikotest. Memang ada sih ketertarikan ber-event organizer waktu awal kepikiran untuk masuk sini, juga karena iming-iming pengalaman organisasi di SMA; yang setelah gue pikir-pikir itu masih sekecil biji kwaci.

Gue juga iri sama orang yang punya ketertarikan sendiri di bidang tertentu. I'm not so into the fashion-world, nor football. Juga bukan pencinta cinematography, photography, as well. Gue suka nulis tapi ngga statis, cuma menulis apa yang gue pengen tulis. Gue suka dengerin lagu, itu juga dengan super random genre. Sesuai hati pengen denger apa. Gue juga bukan orang yang pecinta novel, atau nonton film. Gue ngga punya trademark, cuma gini-gini aja dengan gaya yang gini-gini aja yang berisi pemikiran yang gini-gini aja.

Hal ini gue sadarin dari hasil tulisan gue di soc network yang selalu berujung buntu atau gantung. Dan sedikit sampah. Sedikit loh. Gue juga sadar begitu gue kebingungan milih UKM di kampus, karena gue ngga tertarik satupun unit kegiatan yang ada.

Gue masih mencari jawaban dari semua pikiran ini. Apa gue perlu waktu untuk sendiri? Menikmati watu untuk diri sendiri sampe dapet apa yang gue inginkan. Nampaknya berlebihan dan ngga efisien waktu. Mungkin gue mesti lebih bersyukur dan cari terus apa sih sisi spesial dari diri gue, biar gue stop grouching.

A Letter From A Reminiscing Lady

2011-01-09T10:19:00.000+07:00

It's funny how we've met for more than a year and I still here, reminiscing about the 8th of January. The day you asked me to love you back. The rain, the songs, the car, the blushing cheeks and your questions, still lingering here. I miss you even more. Pao.

See you soon, Pao :'(

My Holy List

2011-01-07T19:43:00.000+07:00

About 3 weeks, and got nothing to do but waiting for the result of the end term test. It scares me a lot, even in dream.
I'm still waiting for Abdika's coming next week :----D

The Sign on The Pict

2011-01-01T19:05:00.000+07:00

Hello 2011! I'm coming back to Jatinangor this afternoon. Brought a lot of new stuffs, such as revitalisor and flowery secret box. Not forgetting, I'll have my UAS the day after tomorrow.

Just take a look at this pict, the pict of my parents that I secretly took and pinned it on my wall. They suprised and stupidly give signatures on it. Okay Dad, okay Mom, you both win. Tee Hee. See you next week in a perfect situation.

So, I kindly asking all of you for wishing me a great or atleast nice score (IP/IPK) for this semester. Wish me luck for my first term test.
Anyway, have a wonderful year ahead :----D

2010-12-30T08:46:00.001+07:00

I'm tired of waiting. And I'm full of ego. I'm awefully smiling.
I run away.

Distance means nothing when someone means everything

2010-12-27T08:58:00.000+07:00

"Distance means nothing when someone means everything." N. M. Aziz.

After all of this sudden, my mind can't help to ignore this sentence. I want you in every way.
Please, be real, deary Pao.

Luv

2010-12-24T23:10:00.001+07:00

Holly Kennedy: I don't want to make any mistakes.
Gerry Kennedy: Then you're in the wrong species, luv. Be a duck.

--P.S. I Love You

** I love the way Geri say "Luv" with warmthness in his voice.

I'm Glad, I'm Home

2010-12-24T09:22:00.000+07:00

Good morning.
It's the best feeling when you wake up in the morning and having your ass has been lying there on your own bed. I'm feeling really glad this morning, forgetting about the dream which I don't even want to call it nightmare tho. I'm glad for having a breakfast on the dining table, and ofcourse a cup of tea with mom smiling while offering it. I'm glad, I'm home.

Those were some reasons why I seldomly home, even Jatinangor only takes about 2 hours from home. I prefer to have a rest at my flat there rather than go home at weekend. Because somehow, I'll feel really glad when I'm here. Also, I'll thank a lot to Allah, for having the whole family with me.

One of the beautiful moment is............ hugging this:

Sadly, I miss Pao even more :'(

New Mates Disorder

2010-12-22T22:19:00.000+07:00

Ini untuk pertama kalinya gue menunda kepulangan ke Jakarta dari Jatinangor. Dan surprisely ini tuh cuma karena gue pengen nonton Narnia di Jatos. So unlikely. Mungkin karena suasana hati gue yang cukup buruk akhir-akhir ini, jangan tanya kenapa karena sebenernya jawabannya masih sama kaya yang lalu-lalu. Bukan, bukan karena KRS-an yang tertunda atau tugas fotografi yang menggila, bukan juga karena masalah finansial yang ternyata gue bisa ngabisin uang secepat kilat, atau karena homesick. Bukan.

Tadi gue nonton Narnia sama what-so-called temen baru. Temen baru deket lebih tepat. Gue bingung selama ini gue kemana aja, nemu temen-temen superb asik begini di kelas tapi baru deket pas menjelang libur menuju UAS. Pas lagi pengen-pengennya main malahan kepisah jarak. Sampe gue belain ngga jadi balik cuma karena ke Jatos. Bukan cuma otak nih yang kegeser kayanya.

Not mentioning the name, temen baru ini sedikit bervariasi karakteristiknya. Ada yang maniak hal-hal berbau Mesir-Yunani-Atlantis-Konspirasi lainnya, yang bisa gue tebak isi otaknya cuma mie ayam, dwi, rayap, pipis, google translate, dan aslan. These was pure inside jokes anyway. Ada lagi cowok keturunan tionghoa yang entah kenapa kemungkinan punya mekanisme-tubuh-disorder yang tinggi, punya ketertarikan tinggi dengan gatsby dan compatible music yang super match sama gue. Lain lagi, ada cewek yang super berpengalaman dalam hal buruk apapun itu, tante ganjen ini seorang maneater dan cukup itu aja sebelum semuanya kebongkar. Dan yang terakhir yang paling normal, cewek penikmat drama korea yang pasrahan dan paling baik alias paling mau dikerjain diantara semua.

Semoga serunya ngga cepet udahan deh, gue sebenernya males mesti terus-terusan adaptasi sama lingkungan baru ini. Fhhh.

Anyway, hari ini tanggal 22 Desember which mean hari ini hari Ibu. Tadi gue udah ngucapin via facebook loh, disertai gambar bunga lily. Sedih deh tahun ini ngga bisa ngucapin langsung hari ibu nya, padahal tahun lalu gue ngeprint foto bertiga sama adek untuk hadiah ke nyokap. Besok ipak pulang kok bu :)

Not mentioing what date is tomorrow, gue bakal sedih deh besok ninggalin Jatinangor :(

Is It Wicked Not To Care

2010-12-21T19:01:00.000+07:00

Is it wicked not to care when they say that you're mistaken
Thinking hopes and lots of dreams that aren't there?
Is it wicked not to care when you've wasted many hours
Talking endlessly to anyone that's there?
I know the truth awaits me
But still I hesitate because of fear

Skipping tickets making rhymes
Is that all that you believe in?
Wearing rags to make you pretty by design
Rusting armour for effect
It's not fun to watch the rust grow
For it will all be over when you're dead

Counting acts and clutching thoughts
By the river where the moss grows
Over rocks the water running all the time
Is it wicked when you smile Even though you feel like crying
Even though you could be sick at any time?

But if there was a sequel
Would you love me as an equal?
Would you love me till I'm dead

If there was a sequel Would you love me like an equal?
Would you love me till I'm dead
And if there was a sequel
Would you love me as an equal?
Would you love me till I'm dead
Or is there someone else instead?

Belle And Sebastian - Is It Wicked not To Care

Just Once, Please.......

2010-12-19T21:51:00.001+07:00

The Sea Is The Dream In Rainy Season

2010-12-18T09:25:00.000+07:00

I woke up this morning and felt freezing (as always). I want a warm breakfast or else for today's startline. Until I imagine how warm is the beach; the sand, the air breeze, the waves, the chatter, the coconut tree and perfectly the companion. I want to go there with that full-of-ignorance boy. Even when I'm mad or upset to him that day.
Zztp, stop the boys thingy topic now.

Skip, I'll be drowned again in my imagination. So, see you around.
Anyway, I'm going to stand the makrab. Will it be fun? Yippee!!

Freezingly Busy Yet Excited

2010-12-15T21:07:00.001+07:00

Don't let the strings broke, for the third or something times anymore.

Anyway, this week is the last week of the year that I'll I spend in Nangor. Tho the new year is coming to town, Pal! Sadly, I don't have any wishes or plan to change something or whatever to do in the next year yet. Still busy with the photography assignment, and freezy with the fork-alike-weather that Jatinangor has these days.

About the weather, can you imagine how freezing it is here when I went to bed with sweater, bed socks, long pajamas, and blanket at the same time even though there's no rain at that night? Can you?

I have to take it patiently, remembering someone will come to Jakarta this Holiday. Yippee!!!

I got excited too, for getting known Sondre Lerche is fixed on Java Jazz. Who'll be there? Just tell me!

I actually don't know what to say now, but I'm in mood to tell you about these things. So see you, I'm going to die for a study-hard-work this holiday because the final exam will be held on 3rd of January 2011. Great.

Garut Island

2010-12-14T05:49:00.000+07:00

2 days ago, I did the photo hunting at Fani's Villa-look-alike in Garut. For the sake of The last task of photography class; human interest, still life, available light, photo essay and other more, photography is fun but I didn't understand yet all the technique. I regret it I don't use the DSLR yet at this moment, and only borrowing my friends camera :(

Anyway, Garut is a bit near from Jatinangor. It only takes 1 hour with bus. The weather is clearly nice. And the street is Jogja's alike, very similiar. Poor me for not visiting the tourist place that time :(

Predictably Bad

2010-12-12T16:04:00.003+07:00

X: How's life?
Y: Horrible, predictably bad.
X: You fool. You've known the end before it began, but still let it go without changing anything.

Desire

2010-12-11T09:11:00.000+07:00

I began to think, I need one or two dolls in my room. That's all.

On The Rainy Night

2010-12-08T19:40:00.000+07:00

Hey there, I have just come back to my dorm room. Which mean the super long weekend has already over, today. I arrived in the middle of the day, and planning to gather with some friends due to the UKM business, but pardon my lazy head. I just sat and enjoy the afternoon freezing weather from my room, reading some articles and download some songs.

And while I'm writing this post, the rain falls rather hard outside. Geez, this is absolutely freeze me, and make my stomach says something violently.

I prefer to lay on the bed covered by blanket and hoping the rain volume will be decreased, or even better it'll stop. I can't resist, Joshua Radin's collections are really fit this situation.

Umm, I'm feeling so sleepy now. Bye then :*

Long-long-long Weekend

2010-12-03T07:56:00.002+07:00

I'm going to have another long weekend. And maybe, it will be the longest ones. It starts this Friday untill Next Wednesday. I'll be back to my hometown, Jakarta. What a lovely.

And this morning, I know I'll be late to attend the civic class. But instead of jump to the bathroom, I prefer enjoying the cereal. With slow motion. Not forget to enjoying the morning smell with opened window and Joshua Radin's collection.

Have a nice weekend then, deary friends :)

Flowers and Their Meaning

2010-11-30T10:12:00.001+07:00

Flower	Meaning
Alstromeria	Devotion
Aster	Symbol of love, dainty, afterthought
Baby's Breath	Happiness
Carnation Pink	I'll never forget you, woman's love, always on my mind
Carnation Red	My heart aches for you, passion
Carnation White	Innocence, pure love
Chrysanthemum	You’re a wonderful friend
Daffodil	Unrequited love, you are the only one
Daisy	Innocence, loyal love, purity
Forget-Me-Not	True love, memories
Gerbera Daisy	Happiness
Gladiola	I am sincere, strength of character, give me a break
Honeysuckle	Sweetness of disposition
Iris	Your friendship means so much to me, wisdom, faith
Lilly (Calla)	Beauty
Lilly (Day)	Chinese emblem for Mother
Lilly (Oriental)	Wealth, pride
Lilly of the Valley	Sweetness, humility, You've made my life complete
Orchid	Love, beauty, refinement, Chinese symbol for many children
Poinsettia	Be of good cheer, flowers of Christmas Eve or flower of the Holy Night
Peony	Shame, happy life, happy marriage
Rose (single full bloom)	I love you
Roses (bouquet of mature roses)	Gratitude
Rosebud	Beauty and youth
Rose (thornless)	Love at first sight
Rose (peach)	Desire and excitement
Rose (pink)	Perfect happiness, please believe me
Rose (red)	Love, I love you, passion
Rose (red and white together)	Unity, humility
Rose (white)	Innocence and purity, I am worthy of you
Rose (yellow)	Friendship, decrease of love, jealousy
Snapdragon	Deception, gracious lady, presumption
Sunflower	Devotion, sunshine
Tulip	Perfect love, luck, fame

Which part?

2010-11-28T12:31:00.002+07:00

Am I part of the cure?
Or am I part of the disease?

Coldplay - Clocks

When everything is seems to be perfect, that's when you have to worry worst.

2010-11-25T20:01:00.001+07:00

Are you sure it's been the last week of November? Well, unpredictably I had a beautiful November in the last 3 years. I regret I admit it, because usually when you say you're happy, then the whole situation will turn over then it should be.

When everything is seems to be perfect, that's when you have to worry worst.

Yes, as I said in my previous post. He came to my town. Just playing around for some days. And it really boosts all good things. I have missed him for about 2-3 months. Can you imagine how's my heart beating? How's my heart want to scream out loud? And jump to his embrace at the same time. You won't believe how excited I was, having him here. For just some days. Alhamdulillah.

Even though the goodbye part was really heartbreaking. I cried a lot. I can't help to be sleepless at that night. I, umm, we both didn't know when will we meet each other again :'( Pao, I'm still missing you here.

Besides, I have done the mid term weeks. Some score were nice, and some others were suxxxxxx that I won't remember that. Huh. Happily I have redesign my dorm room. And I satisfactory happy with the new look. You have to come and visit someday then. Tee Hee

And...... have I mentioned that I enjoy Harry Potter a lot? And I've watched a half of it. ONLY HALF. Don't ask why, I'm going to watch it again this weekend tho. Relax, Pak. Re-la-xx.

No I'm not going to make a long post. I just randomly tell you what I'm feeling rite now. I hope y'all have a nice November too. Good night then!

Two Days To Go

2010-11-16T15:46:00.001+07:00

I just can't wait to see you, Pao.
I miss you like the Panda wants bamboos. Or the Ants want sugar.

And this photo, umm the weird ones I thought. I forgot the date it taken, I just remembered we took photo while waiting my friends picked me up to did the group task, drama pactice. You said that I shouldn't sit as ussual, I should sit the opponent side of the driver. Okok.

Pao, please come faster :(

Don't Let Me Fall

2010-11-14T07:58:00.001+07:00

Underneath the moon, underneath the stars
Here's a little heart for you
Up above the world, up above it all
Here's a hand to hold on to

But if I should break, if I should fall away
What am I to do?
I need someone to take a little of the weight
Or I'll fall through

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall

Take a little time, walk a little line
Get the balance right
Give a little love, gimme just enough
So that I can hang on tight

We will be alright, I'll be by your side
I won't let you down
But I gotta know no matter how things go
That you will be alright

You're just the one that I've been waiting for
I'll give you all that I have to give and more
But don't let me fall, don't let me fall

Don't Let Me Fall by Lenka.

I love how this song lightly say the feel that I can't describe rite now. Anyway, this is the D-3 to Idul Adha, and....... the Day Minus 4 to the arrival of someone that I expect to visit me for months. Tell ya later then. Kisses!

Indonesia Adalah Situs Benua Atlantis Yang Hilang. Fakta Atau Hanya Pseudoscience?

2010-11-10T01:05:00.003+07:00

Plato adalah orang yang dianggap paling bertanggung jawab melontarkan teka-teki Atlantis. Karena Plato lah yang dengan gamblang memberikan petunjuk apa itu dan bagaimana itu Atlantis.

Dimulai dari teka-teki inilah selama beratus-ratus tahun telah banyak ilmuwan dari segala pelosok dunia yang mengadakan penelitian tentang keberadaan wilayah dimaksud oleh Plato tersebut. Plato menyebutkan Ad’Land (wilayah/ tanah milik bangsa/rakyat Ad) atau yang sering disebut Atlantic/Atlantis.

Yang menjadi sorotan khalayak ramai adalah Prof. Arysio Santos, seorang geolog sekaligus fisikawan nuklir asal Brazil dalam bukunya; Atlantis The Lost Continent Finally Found, yang menyatakan Indonesia merupakan situs benua Atlantis yang hilang dari peradaban.

Di dalam bukunya, Prof. Santos memaparkan tentang penelitiannya yang berkisar waktu kurang dan lebihnya 30 tahun. Ia menjelaskan keyakinannya bahwa Indonesia dahulu kala adalah Atlantis, pusat kegiatan ekonomi dan kebudayaan dunia. Seperti yang dipaparkan Plato, Atlantis adalah negeri yang berbentuk cincin kepulauan dengan laut di tengahnya, tanahnya sangat subur sepanjang tahun, berlimpah akan emas, namun sayangnya banyak terjadi bencana alam yang maha dahsyat di sana. Ia juga mengemukakan 33 perbandingan, seperti luas wilayah, cuaca, kekayaan alam, gunung berapi, dan cara bertani, yang akhirnya menyimpulkan bahwa Atlantis itu adalah Indonesia.

Tidak sedikit ilmuwan yang menentang pendapatnya. Beberapa membandingkannya dengan sejarah zaman paleolitik, dimana gaya hidup orang Indonesia yang masih berpindah-pindah antar goa natural, sedangkan di Mesir sudah berlangsung pembuatan Pyramid. Merupakan kesalahan bila Atlantis yang dikatakan terletak di Indonesia saat itu kebih maju teknologinya dibanding Mesir.

Berikut bantahan dari geolog BP Migas, Awang Satyana, dalam milisnya di iagi.net,” Tesis-tesis yang diajukan Prof. Santos dalam bukunya “Atlantis: the Lost Continent Finally Found” (2005) tidak mempunyai bukti dan argumentasi geologi. Sundaland adalah paparan benua stabil yang tenggelam pada 15.000 – 11.000 tahun yang lalu oleh proses deglasiasi akibat siklus perubahan iklim, bukan oleh erupsi volkanik. Erupsi supervolcano justru akan menyebabkan musim dingin dalam jangka panjang.

Tidak ada bukti letusan supervolcano Krakatau pada 11.600 tahun yang lalu. Letusan tertua Krakatau yang dapat diidentifikasi adalah pada tahun 460 AD. Gempa, erupsi volkanik dan tsunami tidak pernah disebabkan beban sedimen dan air laut pada dasar samudera, tetapi akibat interaksi lempeng-lempeng tektonik. Migrasi manusia Indonesia (Sundaland) ke luar setelah penenggelaman Sundaland, bertolak belakang dengan bukti-bukti penelitian migrasi manusia modern secara biomolekuler.

Karena mekanisme-mekanisme geologi yang diajukan Prof. Santos tidak mempunyai nalar geologi yang benar, maka sangat diragukan bahwa Indonesia (Sundaland) merupakan benua Atlantis.”

Maka banyak yang menyebut kisah benua Atlantis yang hilang ini adalah sebuah Pseudoscience. Seolah-olah seperti sains tetapi cara pengungkapannya lebih hanya kepada opini-opini penulis sendiri yang didasarkan pada mitos dan legenda, serta tidak didukung bukti-bukti geologi atau arkeologi yang meyakinkan.

Ada kontra, tentunya ada pro.

Misteri Atlantis ini sebenarnya telah tertera pada monumen yang sanget absolut di Indonesia. Bercerita tentang tanah air yang subur, berlimpah kekayaan alam yang gemah-ripah-loh-jinawi, terkena bencana alam yang dahsyat sehingga menenggelamkan tanah air tersebut. Monumen ini tak lain dan tak bukan, adalah Candi borobudur. “The pyramid complex of Borobudur (Java) has been hailed as the most significant monument in the Southern Hemisphere and, perhaps, even of the whole world.” [www.atlan.org]

Ditambah kuatnya lagi ada firman Allah dalam surat Asy- Syu’araa’. Berisi tentang ciri-ciri masyarakat kaum Ad’ yaitu orang-orang yang suka membangun monumen di tempat tinggi dan membangun kediaman mereka semegah-megahnya seakan mereka akan tinggal di sana selamanya. Namun dijelaskan pula, kaum Ad’ sering melakukan perbuatan buruk sehingga Allah S.W.T. murka dan memberi azab banjir yang sungguh dahsyat, menenggelamkan semua.

Sampai saat ini pun belum ada kepastian bahwa benua Atlantis bersitus di Indonesia. Karena belum adanya bukti yang kuat untuk menjawab semua keraguan.

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This is my first article task of dJatinangor, my current UKM. Mengingat kepemulaan gue, it would be so nice to have your comment here. Thanks :)

Blank

2010-11-05T01:08:00.003+07:00

Nothing, just feeling empty.
Oh hell, I miss everyone here.

Anyway, is there any suggestion link or pages about Atlantic? Please tell 'em, soon. Thanks.

A Letter From A Leaving Man

2010-11-01T01:18:00.000+07:00

Setelah beberapa hari kado gue sampe di Solo, Jumat kemaren tiba-tiba ada paket tiki yang ditujukan untuk gue di ruang meeting kostan. Dengan terburu-buru gue buka isi paket yang disampul dengan kertas motif batik itu. Ternyata paket itu dari Solo, isinya sepucuk surat & 2 keping cd.

Suratnya berisi balesan tentang posting gue yang ini. Dan 2 cd nya berisi video stop-motion. This is something what so called the heartbeat stopper. I could hardly breath. Sedih campur seneng, campur malu campur kangen campur geli campur gemes. Semua kecampur. Untuk yang ngga bisa liat videonya, gue dengan niat dan senang hati udah ngupload fotonya.

We'll make a choice "To keep it, to fight for it, and to work for it!"

Selamat Tanggal 23 Oktober

2010-10-23T00:00:00.003+07:00

Untuk yang ke dua kalinya :----D

I-L-E-P-O-Y

Sublime Plan

2010-10-18T02:35:00.000+07:00

Life is not merely a series of meaningless accidents or coincidences, but rather, it's a tapestry of events that culminate in an exquisite sublime plan.

--Serendipity (2001)

Hari Untuk Amanda

2010-10-18T02:26:00.000+07:00

No, I'm not gonna give you the full review.
Gue cuma mau sharing apa yang gue dapet dari film ini. Kalo mau cerita lengkapnya, klik!

Gimana rasanya udah 8 tahun pacaran terus putus karena hal yang seharusnya ngga semudah itu untuk putus. 8 tahun loh, lo udah lebih dari cukup mengenal pasangan lo. You've been together through 8 years, and you broke that way.

Parahnya, kenangan itu kembali di saat yang sangat ngga tepat, day minus ten to your wedding day. Di saat seharusnya lo fokus sama segala urusan wedding dari macem fitting, catering, invitation, dan lain-lain, tapi lo mesti dihadapkan dalam pilihan. Maju atau mundur.
Gue agak gimana sama actingnya Oka Antara, the way he talks, the way he jokes, the way he thinks, mirip sama seseorang banget yang ngga perlu gue sebutin namanya. Scene dimana si cowok ngerebut balik hati si cewek, kaya pernah liat dimana gitu. Saat mereka ada di roof top suatu gedung, do nothing but reminiscing. It hurts a lot.

Film ini bercerita tentang 1 hari full, dimana lo mesti milih dengan cepat tapi matang. Berpikir tanpa emosi dan ngga kebawa emosi atau situasi-kondisi. Yang terbaik untuk lo, atau yang paling lo suka. See the difference?

Kenapa sampe gue bahas? Karena gue kepikiran, dan agak takut sebenernya. Takut hal yang sama akan menimpa gue suatu saat nanti. Life is a matter of choice. Choice.

Reminder

2010-10-18T00:47:00.000+07:00

Sure? This Saturday? 2nd anniversary?
You've got to be kidding, I...............

Someone Wake Up Today

2010-10-15T00:34:00.001+07:00

Someone woke up today.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left.

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later."

Someone woke up today and kissed someone they love on the forehead, before they left, they said

"I love you. Have a good day. I'll speak to you later. I love you. I love you."

And they replied

"I love you."

And they kissed them goodbye.

For the very last time.

Someone woke up today. But they won't wake up tomorrow.

Source: I Wrote This For You

Burb Burb Buzy

2010-10-09T21:09:00.001+07:00

Been in a busy week. Full of task, quiz, event, and so on. Setelah malam puncak Ospek & Mabim Fikom, ngga lama ada pesta rakyat, alias makrabnya anak Fikom '10. Event angkatan pertama, yang alhamdulillah udah berhasil terlaksana dengan sukses :)

Just for sharing, acara pesta rakyat ini judulnya Emas dan Perak, dengan tema budaya. Jadi tiap kelompok mabim itu mempresentasikan budaya yang udah dipilihin panitia. Bikin sedaerah mungkin, sekreatif dan se-amazing mungkin. Gue sibuk banget di acara ini, karena gue jadi panitia Humas dan ditambah lagi gue penanggung jawab kelompok, atau bisa disebut macem koordinator gitu. Kelompok gue untungnya kebagian dari daerah DKI Jakarta, ngga seribet yang dari Papua atau Sumatera sekian sih emang. Tapi ini aja udah memakan banyak tenanga dan pikiran.

Stand jakarta dihiasi berbagai warna kertas crap dan lidi, dilengkapin sama ondel-ondel juga. Ada juga kok dibalik yang digambarin ondel-ondel. Kita juga jualan ketoprak, roti buaya, rambut nenek, kerupuk kembang & ...............aqua betawi. Jangan tanya untuk yang terakhir ya hahahahaha.
Overall acaranya seru banget. Beda sama event lain yang ngangkat tema budaya tapi ngga setotalitas anak Fikom '10. Walaupun band pengisi acaranya dikit banget yang sreg sama selera gue. Palingan sweet popcorn aja tuh, yang masih bisa dicerna dengan baik. Mereka bawain lagu Jason Mraz yang Make It Mine. Makasih loh, gue jadi makin kangen orang yang di Solo itu tuh :'(

Lanjut, besoknya gue daftar UKM d'Jatinangor (Jurnalis Hariannya Jatinangor) & KMF alias Komunitas Musik Fikom. Mohon doa restu biar kali ini gue lanjut join ya :)

Setelah daftar, gue bergegas naik Primajasa menuju........................... BINALINDUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kedatangan Ibu

2010-09-30T14:10:00.000+07:00

Hello! Masih inget posting terakhir gue yang sepanjang jalan tol Bekasi - Jatinangor? Nah iyak bener, gue mau kasih tambahan.

Jadi Sabtu kemaren, kurang lebih seminggu gue menetap di Jatinangor setelah lebaran, nyokap nelfon sambil nangis. Suaranya yang bindeng bikin perkataannya kurang jelas, gue suruh tenangin diri dulu kan. Setelah beberapa waktu, beliau nelfon lagi dan baru lah bisa cerita dengan sangat jelas kalo beliau kangen sama gue. SENEEEENG BANGET deh. Beliau cerita kalo kangennya terpancing karena masak kangkung, wondering why? Di keluarga gue yang doyannya kebangetan sama kangkung ya cuma gue, apalagi kalo kangkung ini di tumis. Ngga kuat itu doyannya. Nah waktu itu nyokap gue masak kangkung dengan ngebayangin gue bakal seseneng apa, tapi ternyata di meja makan kangkungnya malah ngga laku. Kebayang kan udah ngerjain kegiatan semaksimal mungkin malah hasilnya mengecewakan, terus langsung deh beliau nelfon gue sambil nangis kaya yang gue bilang tadi.

Surprisely, nyokap gue nelfon gue pas hari Seninnya. Dia pagi-pagi nanya gue selesai kuliah kapan, ada acara apa gitu-gitu, dengan agak curiga gue jawab kalo pulangnya gue masih ada kumpul mabim dan tetek bengeknya. Ya bener aja, pulang mabim nyokap gue udah nunggu di kamar kost gue, dengan 2 bungkus mie aceh! IYA MIE ACEH. Ya ampun itu rasa kangen gue sama bilangan kalimalang bener-bener muncul sekejap, gue makan lahap hap hap banget berduaan sama nyokap. Cerita seputar college life beserta mabimnya. Gue juga cerita kekurangan dan kerepotan gue selama tinggal sendiri. Padahal dari kemaren juga smsan sama nyokap, tapi selalu ada yang kurang kalo ngga ngobrol langsung. Sayang banget gue ngobrolnya ngga lama, karena nyokap mesti gue tinggalin untuk ngerjain tugas kelompok sampe malem. Nyampe kamar kost, nyokap udah tidur lagi. Besok paginya gue berangkat pagi banget, gue tinggalin aja kunci kamar biar nyokap ngga balik hahahaha *evil grin*

Baru deh hari Selasa, hari kedua nyokap di Nangor di puas-puasin ngobrol dan segala macemnya. Tidur gue juga nyenyak banget. Padahal itu single bed kita pake berdua, tidurnya juga dipeluk, sebenernya di rumah aja gue jarang banget beginian hahahaha.

Sampe akhirnya hari Rabu, nyokap gue mesti pulang karena ngga mungkin ninggalin orang rumah yang lain berlama-lama. Apalagi di Jakarta kan doi banyak kerjaan dibanding mesti ngelonin gue di kamar sepetak. Yah berangkat deh ke Jakarta, naik primajasa. Kan begitu besar pengorbanannya :''''''''''''')

Nyokap gue juga pulang ninggalin rice cooker baru, beras sekarung kecil, cemilan dan makanan pengganjal secukupnya, karena kalo kebanyakan juga eneg liatnya. Tapi cukup banget untuk menghidupi gue di sini. Melupakan ATM gue yang keblokir keesokan harinya :'(

Oke sekian gue bikin iri kalian yang merantau deh, apalagi yang di luar jabodetabek. Sabar ya, liburan berikutnya masih akhir tahun nanti. Nih dikasih pelengkap penderita:

Oke, sekian dulu updatenya. Masih ngerjain tugas yang bertubi-tubi. CIAO!!!

Sejuta Rasa Baru

2010-09-26T04:53:00.000+07:00

FIKOM UNPAD.

2 kata di atas udah gue denger ribuan kali dalam 3 minggu terakhir ini. Belom bosen kok, tenang aja. Karena 2 kata ini, gue mengalami sejuta perubahan dalam hidup. Sejuta kehilangan, dan sejuta pendapatan. Gue mesti melakukan sejuta cara untuk beradaptasi, juga sejuta cara untuk bertahan.

Sekitar 2 minggu awal idup di kaki bukit / desa / dusun / ............ Jatinangor, kerasa lama banget. Untungnya gue masuk FIKOM ngga nyari temen dari nol lagi. Ada Maya, Che, Panji, dan Eras dari SMA yang sama. Atau ada si Haunan yang sebimbel sekaligus se-SMP. Terus kenalan sama Asa, Achi, Dikun, Nina, Putu, Ocky, dan lainnya yang sebenernya masih regional kalimalang dan sekitarnya. Paling engga, ngga seburuk bayangan gue.

Untuk adaptasi tempat tinggal, gue ngekost di daerah Hegarmanah. Pondokan gue asri banget, kaya villa-villa di puncak. Begitu juga akses jalan menuju pondokan gue, nanjaknya kemiringan 45 derajat *lebay*. Tapi overall, di sini nyaman. Walaupun tanpa ibu kost yang menetap, peraturan tetep berjalan ketat. Gue bersyukur di sini orang-orangnya disiplin tanpa harus dicerewetin ibu kost pada umumnya. Si empunya pondokan palingan dateng setiap 2-3 hari sekali untuk bebenah atau ngecek keadaan. FYI; umurnya 71 tahun tapi masih kuat gardening, sikat kamar mandi, nyapu koridor, ngepel tangga dan bakar sampah. Heran nenek lincah ini makan apa, begitu menguatkan hati.

Selain nyaman, gue juga bisa ke kampus dengan hanya jalan kaki sekitar 10 menit ke FIKOM, atau 5 menitan malah kalo gue pake angkutan UNPAD. Naik ojek juga cuman 3rebu perak, kalo ngga sayang duit. Emang ngga terlalu strategis kaya ciseke, tapi menurut fasilitas yang gue butuhin sampe sekarang sih masih lengkap atau belum kekurangan.

Sejuta perubahan dan perlu adaptasi juga gue dapetin. Kerasa banget pas sampe kamar abis kuliah ngga ada yang nyambut kaya dulu di rumah. Lagi kelaperan juga mesti gerak nyari sendiri, atau bahkan usaha sendiri, bukan tinggal buka tutup saji atau buka kulkas kaya biasanya. Terus baju itu ternyata bukan cuma untuk dipake, tapi juga untuk dicuci. Begitu juga piring, seprai, lap meja, karpet dan lainnya.

Di samping segala urusan bersih-bersihan, yang utama itu urusan kuliah. Tugas Hari Raya alias THR aja udah diberi, masuk minggu pertama udah diberi lagi yang baru. MELOTOT deh. Dengan sangat terpaksa gue ngga bisa pulang ke Jakarta weekend ini.

Sampai detik ini, gue sangat enjoy di mata kuliah public speaking. Dosennya asyik, super matching top-to-toe, suaranya mirip Coki Sitohang, kritis dan terbuka. Sebaliknya paling ngga ngerti di statistika sosial, dan masih belum nangkep maksudnya matkul ilmu alamiah dasar. Ditambah dosen dari kedua matkul ini rada kurang asyik, karena lebih banyak berkomunikasi sama kertas dan white board.

Gue agak sedih pas tau kelas gue isinya anak SNMPTN semua, selain jadi kaum minoritas dari Jakarta, adaptasi gue mesti lebih kenceng karena di kelas gue rata-rata pada ngomong keseharian pake BAHASA SUNDA. Iye he eh, bahasa sunda. Gue logat betawi masih bisa terima mentah-mentah, tapi sunda itu asing banget di lidah dan kuping gue (awalnya). Kecuali kata "teteh", "akang", "mangga", "punten", "nuhun" dan "geulish", yang lainnya kaya bahasa alien. Bukan cuma dari segi bahasa, tapi keseharian di kelas gue juga rada keras. Rata-rata mahasiswanya selalu ingin pendapatnya di dengar, kadang sampe terkesan over ambisius. Sampe pernah terjadi debat karena hal sepele untuk penentuan kelompok presentasi, kita harus bagi kelompok pake cara apa. See? sepele banget kan? tapi semua hal muter-muter, ruwet dan jadi super-duper ribet. Tapi enaknya, di kelas gue tuh ngga milih-milih temen. Juga karena dari berbagai daerah, abis liburan banyak banget yang bawa oleh-oleh :3

Gue juga harus aktif kaya SMA dulu di organisasi. Karena udah dapet ceramah kalo kuliah itu jangan jadi kupu-kupu (kuliah-pulang-kuliah-pulang) atau kunang-kunang (kuliah-nangkring-kuliah-nangkring), karena pengalaman di dunia perkuliahan justru adalah pengalaman emas kita untuk di dunia kerja. Awalnya gue daftar UKM Protocoller dan SPDC (marching band), tapi setelah gue pertimbangkan, gue keluar karena pertimbangan waktu dan kurang minat. Gue pengen ikut UKM saman, tapi tingkat universitas belum ada, ada sih tingkat fakultas, tapi kalo kita masuk jurusan Public Relation dulu. Jadinya gue baru berencana untuk masuk KMF, Komunitas Musik FIKOM. Jangan mikir gue bakal jadi sesuatu dari suatu band, bukan. Jadi (katanya) KMF itu banyakan berkegiatan bikin acara musik di fakultas, macem event organizer gitu.

Selain UKM, gue juga ikut dalam kepanitiaan event angkatan gue. Pesta Rakyat, judulnya EMAS DAN PERAK. Lagi-lagi gue masuk divisi humas. Tapi job desc nya humas di sini jauh beda dengan humas waktu SMA, itung-itung pengalaman baru. Gue ikutan jadi panitia event angkatan pertama ini niatnya sih untuk cari temen juga. Walaupun awalnya bimbang karena takut jadi kura-kura (kuliah-rapat-kuliah-rapat). Pokoknya tetep deh, gue mesti memanfaatkan waktu kuliah dengan baik. Baik cari nilai, baik cari temen, baik cari koneksi dan baik cari pahala.

Gue mulai sangat bersyukur gue masuk Fakultas yang gue minati dengan usaha pol-polan, karena dalam ngejalaninnya gue juga lebih banyak menikmati, bersyukur dan menghayati. Daripada gue paksain masuk FE atau sastra yang sebenernya setengah hati. Tadi Abdika sms, katanya dia lagi sibuk ngerjain tugas akuntansi, "Aku berasa ekonom beneran, tugasku excel, ada 6 worksheet di dalam 1 data. 1 worksheet isinya 3 perusahaan dagang. 1 perusahaan dagang ada 9 transaksi. 1 transaksi ada 6 data penjualan. 1 penjualan ada 2 sistem penjualan. Silahkan dipahami :)" belum selesai napas baca sms yang tadi, udah dapet sms baru, "oh iya satu lagi, semuanya harus dihitung menggunakan formula di excel. Dan dibuat jurnal, memo, dan fakturnya..........." yak wassalamualaikum.

Gue juga udah netepin tujuan, karena nanti ada penjurusan di semester 3, pilihannya ada Public Relation, Management Communication & Journalistic. Gue udah netapin tujuan utama gue adalah Mankom, alias manajemen komunikasi. Tujuan ini udah gue pertimbangkan secara lumayan matang, juga izin dari nyokap. Belajar punya tujuan itu lebih kerasa ringan daripada luntang-luntung tanpa arah lho. Tapi ini pilihan masih bisa berubah, karena masih ada 2 semester kan untuk berpikir ulang. Semoga aja gue dapet yang terbaik untuk diri sendiri dan orang sekitar, keluarga diutamakan.

Ngomong-ngomong tentang keluarga nih, 2 hari yang lalu nyokap gue nelfon sambil nangis. Katanya kangen sama gue. Gue juga pengen nangis dengernya. Beliau cerita kalo kangennya memuncak karena abis masak cah kangkung susah-susah ternyata pas makan bareng ngga ada yang ngambil. Beliau baru inget kalo yang suka kangkung di rumah kan cuma gue. Huhuhuhu sedihnya, gue di sini juga kangen cah kangkung bikinan beliau. Nyokap juga bilang mau jenguk gue hari Senin nanti. Ngga kebayang gimana rasanya kalo gue jadi kuliah di Jogja lagi kangen begini mesti ditahan mati-matian :'''(

Woots, ternyata posting gue kali ini super duper panjang ya. Makasih untuk yang udah baca sampe paragraf ini. Iya, begini lah kehidupan gue lately. Semoga bermanfaat, sayang juga kalo udah sepanjang ini tapi ngga bermanfaat kan. Mohon doanya untuk bertahan di sini dengan kehidupan yang begini. Untuk adek-adek kelas gue yang kebetulan baca, good luck ya urusan PTN nya. Ngga boleh kalah sama 61 2010 yang lulus PTN nya di atas 98%!
Okay, so see ya around. I'll be here as soon as I can. Take care :*

A letter to a leaving man

2010-09-15T06:36:00.001+07:00

He's leaving for college. In a different city. As I said, I'm studying at UNPAD, majoring in communication faculty. And he's studying in UNS, faculty of economy. A very different world.

I know it will be hard, harder than the past 3 weeks, from today on. Live in distance, the trustworthy checker, the promise keeper, the jealousy calmer, the third people and so on. We'll through it all. Yes we will. As long as you keep the promise, I'll always be with you.
This is not the cheapy sweet talks, Sweetheart. I know we're nothing rite now. You're nothing, but special.
I give my trust, bring it with you. Keep it. Don't break it.

Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice: "To keep it, to fight for it, and to work for it!" --Ihatequotes

What's Next?

2010-09-13T23:52:00.000+07:00

I'm being taken over by the fear of losing you, again. You've gone once, or twice, that doesn't mean you will stay here for the rest of the time.
We're now living in distances, a two-hours-journey by plane or 12-hours-journey by train. we're standing in 2 different world, different friends, hobbies and anything else. Differences.

Hello New Mates!

2010-09-04T22:21:00.000+07:00

All photos above were taken on MABIM (Academic Training) day of FIKOM UNPAD 2010.

Ini temen baru, notabennya sih dari daerah Jakarta, yang mainannya di Kalimalang. Ada Che, Maya, Nadhykun, Nina, Aci & Asa si anak pisang. Semoga ini awal yang baik :----D

Light

2010-08-30T11:16:00.000+07:00

Hello buddies! I'm recently in my first class of college. Had just done with the orientation and a pretty fun academic trainer, or what so called as Mabim.

And hell yeah, the class is so effin' boring. No teacher, no close friend, aku-kamu nickys, groupies and adaptation. Oh shitness, so uncomfortable. I'd rather stay at my room and continuing watch the dvds or just taking a nap.

Wondering what I'm doing rite now? Yep, i'm doing this post with Lenka's playing on playlist. Still feel the boredom. Huh.

So, how was your first of college, dearly beloved? Fine? Huh?

Anyway, I still don't have a normal internet connection.

2010-08-21T07:29:00.000+07:00

Hello there, I'm currently in Jatinangor right now. Still lying on my bed, enjoying the first morning and night being a really 'anak-kost-an' life. My mom has just leaving me alone 2 days ago. And I'm here, at Hegarmanah, alone. Still got no close friend at kost.

I'd like to tell the orientation of FIKOM UNPAD, Fenomena 2010. If only my laptop didn't broke, it's not working well. Shitness. So catch ya later, I'm doing well here. Take care, buddies *smooch*

Ps: last night, SPDC (marching band) invites me to their sekre, I will join their team for GPMB this December. Aaaaah I'm so excited.

What I'm trying To Say

2010-08-13T23:18:00.001+07:00

"Kalo begini, cinta 100 tahun juga bisa runtuh"

---Third story, SOS. Translated.

Baru aja beresin setumpuk komik lama, dan nemu yang judulnya SOS. Karangannya A. Hinako.
Di cerita ketiga ini, diceritain seorang cowok yang super-duper-mega-giga egois yang menjalin tali kasih dengan cewek. Gimana si cewek itu survive ngadepin semua kemauan itu cowok, yang menurut gue sangat konyol. dan nyebelin. Keadaanpun cuma menguntungkan si cowok, banyak maunya lah, selalu ingkar janji lah, lebih mementingkan teman dan lain-lain. Sampe akhirnya kesabaran si cewek habis dan meledak, secara tidak terduga. Si cowok shock akan perlakuan si cewek yang ngga pernah semengagetkan itu sebelumnya. Si cewek benar-benar marah, dia ngga mau bicara, atau sekedar menerima telfon dari si cowok. Berkali-kali begitu, si cowok pun tetep ngga mau kalah dalam situasi ini. Dia merasa memiliki si cewek, dan ngga mau melepaskannya.

Sampai di titik, mereka menyadari, mereka membutuhkan satu sama lain lebih dari segalanya.

Dan mereka memutuskan untuk tetap bersama.

Kalo baca sendiri pasti kalian ngerti, kenapa cewek itu mau aja udah 'dibodohi' berulang kali tetep aja mau balik ke cowok itu. Itu dia, itu dia yang mau gue sampein. Iya, perasaan itu yang sekarang lagi gue rasain!!!! Gue ngerti ini bukan keputusan yang sempurna, tapi gue yakin, ini yang terbaik untuk gue. At least, saat ini.

So, have a good choice, young ladies ;)

That's Why I Love Daisies

2010-08-07T22:02:00.000+07:00

Aren’t daisies just so simply beautiful? They are just, perfect. Yet incredibly simple. Its quiet brilliance. Flowers like the orchid, the iris, and even funky ones like the passionflower get more attention than daisies. But, when given their proper attention, nobody can deny the absolute beauty. Quiet, precious, and under the radar. Doesn’t grab your attention right away, but can certainly hold their own. Not flashy and conceded, just humble and dignified. They don’t care what others think about them, they are just growing towards the sun. Optimistic and confident, even though they are so simple. They know they have so much to offer to those that are willing to look.

Take it from: Happythings

A nice end?

2010-08-07T00:56:00.002+07:00

"I know how to begin, but completely blind how to make a nice end."
"If you don't, then I do. We'll make a nice end. We'll completing each other, that's what the differences for."
"Thank you"
"You don't have to ask, I you-know-what you"

Let's see how will we meet 4 years later. I'm gonna miss you. like a lot. Take care, Pao!

What has just done........

2010-07-31T11:24:00.003+07:00

Hellawww, Nice People. The end of holiday is getting closer, more over I had another business to do. Yeayness, I went to Jatinangor to visit my soon-to-be-college. UNPAD - Universitas Padjadjaran. It felt so good, I was relieved. I made my mom & dad proud of my efforts. Eventho' dad's still wanting me to get UI for college. Hm... talk about it later then.

Last week I went to Jatinangor, approximately it located in the east of Bandung. Jatinangor is a small........ town. Yep it must be called as "town". I immediately memorize the roads in Jatinangor, with only take around it once. You got what I'm trying to say, did you?

I visited my soon-to-be room. It located at Hegarmanah Street, or what so called "gang". The building is neat, and green. It has a big treated garden. If I open my room's window, the landscape is really pampered your eyes. Really nice. Tho the room isn't bigger than my room at home, but I'll enjoy it. My new life.

*Opened Window*

*The Gapura*

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Just 2 days ago, I went to Jatinangor. Again. For registration. I got trouble on the way to Nangor, my car was infected by a "bensin-belerang", which was much discussed nowadays. Go google it.

But me-dad-mom could handle it. We called our relation there. And done the registration thingy on time.

I got a lil' bit nervous when the reg time. I was like a real newbie who enter a new world. And got shake. I don't like adaptation. It scares me a lot. A LOT. Fuhhh. An addition, I entered the registration room alone. And wear no accesories, including watch. Woots.

After that, I went to C.Co (if I'm not mistaken). My aunty said, C.Co was the hippest place to gather. (I'm giving a full rounded eye). I prefer to have luncuh in a small warung, or else than spend my moneys there. No, there's no false with the price, but the food. The food was just not too Nangor. LOL.

I'll officialy move to Nangor on 13th of August, and will have the OSPEK on the 16th, until the next 5 days. Yes, oh yes it's a fasting time. Please be good, Unpad People :----D

Now, raise your hand if you're part of FIKOM UNPAD, lemme know! And just be friend :)

2010-07-26T17:11:00.001+07:00

Tutti Frutti

2010-07-23T23:58:00.000+07:00

Have I ever mentioned them here? I've told you about plurk before, right?
Yes, they're the complementer in plurk. They're the kind people who always give advices or a compliments for me, when I'm up or when I'm down.

I'm gonna miss them, like a lot. Wish we'll never change too far. Good luck woth your own future, Buddy. Taser!!!!!

2010-07-21T00:24:00.001+07:00

Just found this. And feel better. Okay, I'll be over you :--------D

Next Stop

2010-07-19T00:57:00.003+07:00

Alhamdulillah. Anugerah dari Yang Maha Kuasa kepada ku.

Untuk yang bertanya-tanya masalah, "kenapa kok dapet UNPAD? Kan udah ada UGM waktu itu?"
Jawabannya nih diberi deh;

jadi yang waktu itu posting gue tentang dapet Ilmu Komunikasinya UGM bukan boongan, iya itu beneran. Tapi kenapa tetep nyoba yang lain? Jadi tuh ibunya Ipak ngga mau kalo anaknya kuliah jauh-jauh, apalagi di Jogja itu rintangannya berat sekali. Katanya. Biar dikata apapun, ibunya Ipak tetep bersikukuh untuk melarang anaknya kuliah di Jogja. Cemen ya, payah huhuhuhu. Dari kelas 11, impian gue adalah komunikasi UGM, dan semua sirna karena izin :''''''( Kalian tau kan rasanya kaya gimana? Dan gue sama sekali ngga bisa menuliskannya dengan kata-kata saat itu. Sampe detik gue publish post ini.

Awalnya sangat sulit, saat rapat keluarga untuk memutuskan tentang status ke-UGM-an gue itu, gue dalam keadaan try out UN dan segala macemnya. Lesu, kecapekan karena belajar yang di forsir di bimbel. Karena terlalu banyak pikiran juga saat itu. Jadi pas finalisasi kalo gue ngga bisa ke UGM lagi, gue lama bangkit dari keterpurukan. Di saat yang sama gue harus mengejar materi yang berbeda untuk tes SIMAK UI. Dan ternyata berbuah kegagalan. Gue juga udah sempet coba tes beasiswa prasmul dan president univ. Alhamdulillah President diterima kategori 2. Terus lanjut UMB yang lagi-lagi berbuah kegagalan.

Di saat teman-teman yang lain udah pada fix punya kuliah di PTN bergengsi macem UI, ITB, ITS, UNBRAW, UNS, bla bla bla dan yang paling menyakitkan UGM, gue masih lantang luntung usaha untuk dapet kuliah, bahkan hampir berpikiran pasrah aja deh. Swasta pun bagus, lagian masuk PTN ngga menjamin sukses dunia akhirat kok. Gue udah pesimis. Tekanan juga, temen-temen gue masih aja ada yang ngga sengaja ngungkit masalah UGM, yang sengaja ngungkit lebih banyak sih. hihihi

Akhirnya di saat pengumuman, gue mendapat anugerah lagi dari Allah, gue sangat bersyukur. Karena tekanan batin selama hampir 4 bulan ini berakhir. Gue udah dapet kuliah dan akan memulai hidup baru. Sendiri.
Jawaban dari segala doa,

Fakultas Ilmu Komunikasi Universitas Padjajaran.

Terima kasih atas doa dan dukungannya ya. Semoga kalian juga sukses di jalan yang telah digariskan sebelumnya. Selamat juga untuk Ayu, Keshia, Asti, Rahma dkk. Untuk Meita & Risa, good luck ya Beyb, semangat ngikutin UM lainnya :-* Juga untuk Irin & Tania, you rock! Jangan sedih.

So see ya in the next stop, BANDUNG!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eat Like There's No Tomorrow

2010-07-16T14:30:00.000+07:00

Holiday, a diet ruiner. Shitness, I gain my weight, like tons.
I should have some exercises then, and less nap time. Errrr......
Okay, lets do it!!!

2010-07-15T00:02:00.002+07:00

If only my mouth was as big as my heart, you’d understand what I am trying to say.

2010-07-08T09:51:00.000+07:00

"If it hurts you so much, how can it possibly be the right thing for you?"